Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Cracking Up


I know I need to eat. My belly is growling for food, but when I chew it tastes like cardboard. Dry and nasty. I can't eat.

I know I need to work to earn money, but how do I greet people in person or on the phone when I can't control my emotions enough not to cry? I am home today where I will cry in peace.

Do we work it out, or pack it in...this is the question. I don't mean to be evasive, but who wants to sort dirty laundry to the world? I just needed to say something. Write down my sad, confused thoughts. If we pack it in, how do we tell those beautiful children? If we stay together, can we ever truly work through it and be stronger? I have hope, but I am also a realist. I'll come back when I am feeling better. Hopefully from a happier place.



8 comments:

PinkPiddyPaws said...

Others have been through the same type of thing. Some make it, some don't. It depends on the two of you and how much you want it to work.

*hugs*

Renaissance Woman said...

Hugs to you...and I know how difficult just doing the day to day living can be during such a hard time. I always hope for a happy ending...just not sure what is means very every person. I hope you are able to find the answers and peace.

Anonymous said...

Oh geez, good thoughts going out to you!

Mommato2 said...

Sounds like you are going through a tough time...hugs to you and hope everything works out the way you want it to.
xoxo

Mariposa said...

I go through this cycle too...

Sending some hugs!

Dale said...

Sorry to hear it's so tough for you right now. Listen to other people sure, but ultimately listen to your heart and instincts.

lady jaye said...

*hugs* Thinking of you.

sid said...

Hoping ... and not speaking up about how you feel can be so bad. Trust me. I thought that maybe if I give him more time, maybe if I was funny enough, smart enough ... In the end I realised that I was ever going to be enough. And I'm okay with that.

Whatever you going through ... I hope you do more than just hope. And if things don't work out, maybe it's for the best. Maybe you'll be happier?